Hi everyone,
On January 19th 2024, my father passed away, aged 81. He was not in a good state, physically and mentally, but his condition worsened in the last week and I managed to see him in hospital within 12 hours of him passing away. We never saw eye-to eye on a lot of things, but he was a man of morals and principles, and was always willing to help others. He had many talents when it came to practical things, as well as being able to play the accordion is his younger years, but lacked the ability to see other people’s points of view and only believed what he could see, He only ever believed his opinion to be the right one. He never understood why I wrote songs for so long and continued to when it didn’t result to any success. I tried to explain that we don’t do things just to make money – we do it for mental fulfilled, primarily.
I am writing this blog because I am, together with Mum, the Executor of his will. All of his money was left to charity and his wife/my Mum, and four siblings, received nothing. His body went for biological research. In 2019 and 2020 I was not in the best frame of mind. Life was becoming difficult for me, physically, mentally and musically. I remember thinking and discussing with a good friend of mine, when COVID-19 happened, that I would happily be first in-line to go, as I had no children and no-one was reliant upon me. I felt I had got as far as I could in life and wouldn’t be missed if I did die. However, I did wonder what would happen to my website, containing nearly 1000 lyrics/poems, SoundCloud which now contains hundreds of recordings which adds up to over 14 hours of music. Since 2019 I have released 11 albums and a 12th soon, together with a poetic lyrics book (which should be published soon, but seems to be taking forever!!) and, although the royalties are next to nothing, I still had to decide who takes control and inherits my creative history. I have no children, but my wife-to-be has. My best friend (my music partner) is older than me and I am one of the youngest of my close relatives and the lesser seen ones, that are younger, I sense have no interest in this part of my life.
So, this leads me to think that perhaps I should add a Stripe to my site. This is for two reasons: to financially aid my progression (so projects can be completed before it’s too late), and, secondly, identify who really does value what I do and so it helps me to decide who should inherit my portfolio. Hopefully, one of my grandchildren-in-law will be able to carry on what I have started (as he is learning to play guitar), but that I cannot predict, or take for granted. So, I do have to create my own will in due course. I must point out that my wife-to-be is older and her siblings are busy and prosperous in their own fields of work.
Am I thinking about this matter too soon? Maybe, or maybe not. Anyway, inbetween executor matters, my full-time day job, wedding organising, I must complete the last song (and title track) on my next album (not to mention another business venture that is developing). I was gonna release a couple of singles, but I don’t think I’ve got time and it’s usually pointless anyway. The album is almost complete but the intro on ‘Before Then After’ needs to be changed and the drum-beat and hook line need to be reinforced. It sounds okay on certain devices, but now good enough on others. It is a bit frustrating trying to do everything at once, but some things need to be done in life, especially the release of, ‘Before Then After’.
That’s all for now as I have other matters to deal with even as I sit here typing out this blog. So, that’s all I can say for now and any suggestions are welcomed.
Thanks.
Colin E. Pyle
The Lost Connection
PS. Also, Host In The Web (as currently known as) was just an idea to help create websites for others. Since the idea came to mind I have met someone who is very qualified in this area and we hope to make web-designing a business partnership in the near future. More things to deal with, but we all need to look at opportunities to progress in life in the best ways we can.
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